aihtnyc

2012-02-05T08:13:00.000-08:00

School has been busy as usual, and sometimes I do miss my dad and bro.. I hope we could still meet up every weekend like in the past.

Thanks daddy <3

Cny pic !

Cny2012

2012-01-25T08:01:00.000-08:00

Strangely I don't have any cny mood and feel. How about you ? Same old routine every year, except that we have a new member this year !

Baby Trevor
He's wearing those cute lil pumps I bought in Hk

Granny

Granddad

Day2

After I've uploaded all my photos I realized that I didn't take any proper picture with H !! Only his boot appeared in my heels picture. Hahaha.. Talk about my heels, he is the sweetest bf on earth who's always so patient when I'm shopping. I was searching for the right pair of heels to match my dresses in the whole orchard road on the day before cny eve, and everywhere was flooded with crowd doing the last min shopping. And he was so helpful about it, looking out for the design I described to him.

And Went to IDarts senso with H & his friends. It was my first time playing dart game and I won my own darts ! I thought it would be bored but I kind of like it :)

I find myself typing this post moodily :( I don't know why ?

I miss hk so much and I've decided not to meet H in hk next month as I guess school will tie me down for sure.

Hope 2010 will be a good year !

2012-01-21T00:37:00.000-08:00

Hello!
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2012-01-12T07:58:00.000-08:00

I thought love is all about trust and honesty ?

2012-01-09T04:41:00.000-08:00

Jan7,2012
Bintan

Nirwana resort, welcome dance

Waiting for our room :)

View from the room

We went to the beach after checking into our room, and we were told that it's still monsoon season now and it's not suitable for snorkeling but we decided to try our luck, so we didn't bring along the camera. We ended up didn't snorkel but we had a fun time at the beach !! We found mini hermit crabs and we decided to bring it home ! :D

They are really cuteeee

After the beach and swimming at the pool

H collecting sands and sea water for the hermit crabs. I didn't want to follow because the waves were really big and scary..

Chill at the bar & restaurant

Chocolate brownie

The next day, breakfast.
It was a rainy day..

The pool

Elephant

We went back to the beach with our camera before returning to spore
MayaSari beach. Very beautiful.. But I think phuket is better. It's a shame that we didn't had the chance to snorkel in the clear water.

We were amazed by this guy. He was really brave! And I know that H wanted to join him very much

We found a lot more hermit crabs than the day before

We found so many of them !

He wanted to soak in the water so much but too bad we got to go home soon !

Gap created by the water

We found this hole with many seashells

I kept seeing these shells that look like condoms, with a flower pattern on it and I initially thought it was man made. I search on the net and it's actually call "sand dollar", and they are natural !

Black shell hermit

At the massage resort c

Back to our resort

Dinner

My phuket collection, contributed half of it into my fish tank and left so little

Bintan's !!

Sand dollar

Almost forgotten..

Last christmas
We made christmas/anniversary gift for each other. The priceless effort.

I drew this for H

Please say my drawing skill is good !! Thank you..

Can you believe he made this teddy bear for me?! Yes he dressed this teddy up with the shirt and pants he made and also altered the christmas hat to its head size. The choice of fabric, buttons and everything all on his own.. He wanted to make a pair of boots for teddy as well but had no time :) Okay I will wait. Haha..

So sweet.......... How long can this sweetness last ?

2012-01-04T07:14:00.000-08:00

One hour before 2012
The place where we first dated

The last time we saw this together was at Phuket, just that this time it wasn't lit by us.

Surprise ~ :) H says the roses will increase every year.. When will it reach 99?? 99 years old?

Yes did you notice my hair colour ? I went to re-highlight it to copper brown few days ago before new year. Was quite bothered with my previous colour because H thought it was abit ahlian though he said he didn't mind. And it made me didn't want to join him for his company's gathering. Another reason was.. Do u believe that I striked 4d ??!!!!! Right after the day I dyed my hair I saw something scary on fb that made me scream lor !!!! And I mes ahsam immediately! She still assured me that my hair colour looked fine.

Conclusion: Never ever dye such ahlian hair colour ever again. Never.

When 2012 hits, no fanciful firework but signals from the ships around us.

Next day..

Can't wait to be here & snorkel this weekend. Hope it will wash away all the unhappiness previously before school starts..

How nice if our accommodation's pool looks like this! H did you hear me?? Hehehe..

Happy new year !

2012-01-02T07:25:00.000-08:00

We should love xx more.

Bastard child of guilt and shame

2011-12-28T01:58:00.000-08:00

The lyric is good.

As if to say, as if to say
As if to say, he doesn't like chocolate
He's born a liar, he'll die a liar
Some things will never be different

He's gonna save the world
He's gonna
Are you hoping for a miracle?
Are you hoping for a miracle?
Are you hoping for a miracle?
Are you hoping for a miracle?

Three out of five, three out of five (it's not enough)
Six out of ten
Better luck next time
Just like his Dad, just like his Dad (the same mistakes)
Some things will never be different
Hungry and dumb, hungry and dumb
Queuing up for some more junk food
It's not my fault, it's not my fault

Bastard child of guilt and shame
Bury your head in the sand

Reflection

2011-12-26T23:36:00.000-08:00

Does your boyfriend's mother behaving so possessively that she always bombard his phone and your phone just because she wants your bf to come home / knows his whereabout? Does she always poke her nose into your bf's room, poke about ur panties, poke about ur hair, the way you should place ur stuff, the cigarette, the dust, the cupboards, the wardrobe, the floor, the bedsheet, eavesdropping behind the door, pervert or what ? And bascially EVERYTHING? Does she always blame u for not tracking ur bf's whereabout and raise her voice at u when she met things that she doesn't like? Does she always told u to remind ur bf how bad was ur childhood just to let ur bf know how fortunate he is to have such great mother like her? Does she insult u the first time when ur bf brought u home to meet her just because u have a lower education than ur bf ? It's just a bloody university, big fuck ya ? How do u live with those unnecessary pressures for the 2 whole god damn years with no sense of privacy? Like being supervised by a boss, a camera. Teach me. Please ! I'd only heard of posessive gf not possessive mother ???? What's wrong with her??

I want to have a good relationship with my bf's family. But I don't know how, no matter what I do, everything seems wrong. I believed everyone deserves to be respected. I'm glad that we are not married. Because I will never live with such scary mother in law. I would rather stay single than to have this kind of treatment. Living in nags & yellings for the rest of my life? Imagine I'm home and thought I could rest after an exhausting day from work and here comes her yellings about ur hair dropping on floor and the way u place ur undies is wrong...... etc. Gosh like you are a 10 years old? We could have avoided many arguments if it wasn't for her. No matter what u want me to do, I'll always try my best to do it, but talk nicely, respect me as a human. Not stepping on one's misfortune to show how great you are.

The best part is no one spoke up for u. He could have made the situation so much better even by talking nicely to u or feel abit apologetic about his mum's behaviour, instead he told u to reflect when he doesn't even know what his mum wants the shit out of me. And the best best part is I received such wonderful gift on christmas, on the anniversay. Utterly dissapointed.

christmas eve eve

2011-12-24T05:12:00.000-08:00

Yearly routine. Only this year without kim :(
@ King louis

Meat platter

The best Olio olio on earth

Seafod Platter

Waiting for H now. Soooo hungry :(( May all your wishes come true ! xoxo

ZoukOut sucks

2011-12-21T00:39:00.001-08:00

I was so reluctant to upload this post as it didn't leave a good memory. But ahsam wants to see the pictures! Boot party before the real party started. Only to realise most of the pictures are blur when I uploaded to the com. Was I drunk ? Hahah

Ivan & Sam

With Ken & co

Look at Ivan's hair I think he was drunk too

The friendly H before the demon possessed him

I demanded SuperRing as my snack of the night !

We can see firework from Song of the sea or sea of the song whatever

Szejia & Ken sistaa

I received funny comment on fb by anan asking what's on my stomach ! She never fails to make me laugh as usual!

Sek's life is so boring lorrrrrr don't want to join uszzz. Hahaha

Regretted didn't bring my camera into the beach as I'd no where to keep. Anyway it doesn't really affect me because something stupid happened there. Oh yah and I stupidly threw my ezlink card away. I thought that chances of retrieving my card was slim so I cancelled it the second day. And guess what ?! I received an email from school that someone found my card and wanted to return it to me. I should had waited for a week before I cancel it, and now I have to make a new one no matter what. Ahhhh shaddup

Anw I was really lucky to always let the angels found my belongings. Rmb my lost diamond pendant necklace in school ? May god bless them ;)

Family + Love + Red

2011-12-09T09:04:00.000-08:00

Have you started grooming ur hair for Christmas? I made an appt with my hairdresser today after so long. She is still the best in the world with great skill and very detail in everything! Love her so much!

Yes I highlighted my hair reeeed. I think the layering of the highlighted part is more obvious in rl. Was thinking whether to dye whole head or highlight, and Ann says it will look ahlian if it's whole head. So I took her suggestion..

Sry about the bad resolution. Front camera ! =)

My cute siblings and aunts waited 1 hour for my hair to be done. I still love gathering & laugh togerther with them.

My 2 lil bro

Dinner @ Tempopo

Black pig meat. Yum

After that the 4 of us went to shop around for xmas gift.

Poor baby trevor is sick. June digging ear for him. So cute !!

Angel & my polka dot nails!

Titanic + Jb

2011-12-07T23:10:00.000-08:00

Dec2,Fri2011
I've always been interested in the stories of Titanic and its artifact exhibition finally arrives in our land ! =))

My boarding pass with the real passenger's name & their stories on it.

Mine was a 9 month old baby girl. We can check whether did they survive from the tragedy at the end of the exhibition.

Camera was not allowed but H took some of the artifacts secretly :P

I don't know why the image becomes so small and pixelated when I transfer it to my phone. I find this quite interesting and eerie.. It states that when the researcher found titanic after like 73 years, these plates were lying in such tidy manner on the sands at the bottom of the deep ocean. They presumed that these plates were actually fallen together with a wooden shelf and it vanished after years of soaking in the sea.

The exhibition took us 2 hours, with real photos, objects and stories.. Definitely worth it. Go go go if you haven't !

Dinner
It's hard to find good jap food but this is simply awesome.

I love your smile

Dec3, Sat
We went in to Jb the next morning with Js & M. Thanks Js so much to drive us here and there, brought us to good food. Everyone loves good food!

We had bak kut teh for breakfast!

Bought Kitty plugy for my phone! One for only $2 :) Spore have the same thing selling at $7. Crazy! Just one little piece of plastic. I know there's a website selling at below 1 buck but I don't like to wait..

We booked our hotel last min and it's only $32. Haha. Stay for fun together with Js&m :D

The room was small but it was good enough for the price, but the management sucks. They told us they didn't have enough room when we arrived and we'd already made payment online and we told them we don't care!! They have to give us roomss no matter what. Waited for half an hour and finally we got our rooms.

We had pizza hut after patronizing 2 shopping malls. Yep Pizza hut is cheaper in malaysia

Lok Lok !!!

We weren't hungry but our mouths simply couldn't stop.

And we still tabao back to our hotel

We had our supper at the "lobby" as there was no table in our room

The next day
We had our breakfast at ahFook street. The famous curry fish head! We had to queue for quite some time before we get to taste another heavely made dish.

The best curry fish head in the world!!!!

Finally our little holiday ended :( And H went back to work after 2 weeks of break. I enjoyed the time with u so much. Nothing is gonna erase those precious memories <3

Macau

2011-12-07T22:14:00.000-08:00

So we took a ferry to macau from Hk. One hour sick journey.

Views from the ferry

Venetian hotel
It was simply magnificent

Casino

We lost $80. Lol ! It was peanut compared to people who lost 1k in a single bet.

Performance

Gosh ! I feel so fortunate to be able to see such beautiful sight. But I'll never take a ferry to macau anymore. I nearly died of vomitting & heart attack because of the ferry. The bad weather & waves caused the ferry to flipped back & fore violently and made everyone screamed. I thought I was going to die in the sea again, rmb the incident during last year's phuket trip :( But I didn't scream lar. Hahah.. Because I felt extremely dizzy and nauseous. I puked twice in the ferry & once after I alighted. The interesting part was I was not the only one who puked ok? You can hear a lot of people making those vomitting sound. Gosh. But of course H didn't get affected at all. ZZzzzz :(( Torturing

Despite the vomittingss, I was still able to camwhore with Hubhub ! =)

Mac's corn comes in a bigger portion compared to spore's & it's only $2 plus ? But it doesn't taste as good as spore's. Oh yes mac in Hk is really cheap. Nugget meal at only $3 ++

Hehe

Fried pork intestine. Very very very very tasty

Mtr map for the handicap

Last day

Our last dim sum meal

We only had one luggage when we came and look at how many we had when leaving

airport

on the plane

Finally back to spore :(

One thing I dislike about Hk is 80% of them have cbye attitude, and of course there are still 20% of them with good attitude.

It was always crowded everytime everywhere

2011-12-06T07:28:00.000-08:00

view from our room

There are many pet shops at Goldfish market

H bought his beautiful glass filter here because it's cheaper than spore again ! We saw the famous aquascaping tank that won in the world competition and H got so excited and bug me to take a picture of him with the tank.

Bai wei noodle at argyle centre. I didn't had a chance to eat it during last year's trip with family, and finally I tried it ! And it was really yummy !

Best mango grass jelly

These words are written by a handicapped. Genuinely impressed.

I like the food sells on the street. We ateee so much everyday.

I find the boss look like a hongkong celebrity Moses chan! Do you feel so too ?! I was shocked at a first glance and thought the actor did part time -.-

Our hotel lobby

Shenzhen
We went for massage and they evilly asked for tips. Like at least $10?

A seafood restaurant that sells really cheap seafood and I rmb the china man behind me kept farting with no sense of embarrassment. I can't help bursting out laughing everytime he farted and I think it's a normal phenomenon for the chinas to fart freely.

A large portion of prawn for only $10?

The fish was fresh and taste like heaven! I can't stop eating it. H said that was the first time I took fish for myself because it's so troublesome to watch out for bones and always have to let the kindsouls around me to help.

The shopping mall we patronized at. The size of a single level explains why it took half of our day to shop.

Back to Hk. We had our dinner at a cafe restaurant. We wanted egg omelette but the communication broke down, they tried to understand what we want and made an effort to cooked us an egg. A pure tasteless egg. Haha

Bake chicken rice

Pork

Christmas is coming and it means our 2nd anniversary is coming too ! :))

The next day..
We saw snoppy house outside the mall

The sun was so scorching but the temperature was cool. How nice if spore has winter season too :(

We went to shen shui po the notorious street and also the wholesale area, with many gangsterssss but we mind only our own business despite those weird stares. Brave huh ;p

Fish cake siew mai

I bought this hard kitty case for my 4s for only 7 bucks !!!! I came back spore to see some places selling at $39.90 which is stupid. I don't feel like shopping in spore anymore :(

Fa yuen gai, another good shopping area. I wanna go back next summer !

Causeway bay

electric bus. Am I using the right term ?

Saw people modelling in the middle of the road

Lan gui fang. Clubbing area

You know why most of the picture has H in it? He was so irritating & funny. Whenever I wanted to take picture of any scene or building, his head will suddenly appeared in my screen. Plus that smile

Supper at our vicinity
Yummy!!!

Niao xia. Translate to English it's urine prawn. We were scared by the name and I asked the waitress do they soak the prawn in the urine to create some special recipe, she immediately explained it's not and it's just the name of the prawn. Luckily our ignorance didn't offended anyone ;p And we decided to try it. The shell was so hard and we didn't know how to eat it in a proper way. The boss was kind enough to demonstarte on how to break the shell with his bare hand. I think H saw him clearing the trash with the same hand. Lol! Oh yes it was awesome too.

few cents beer

Opps I accidentally dropped my prawn into H's glass

It was freezing cold at night

Our room welcomed us. We slept at 4am & woke at 9am everyday and we don't feel tired. Even so, time wasn't enough for us.

we went crazy and raced with the time

2011-12-05T08:33:00.000-08:00

19Nov,Sat2011
On the way to airport

Our nest for the week !

Our first meal at Jordan street, the street where I stayed last year. Wanted to bring H to the noodle store I had before but sadly I couldn't find it!

Oyster egg pancake

We explored around the streets

The vintage police station

Dessert store

liquor w ice cream

Mango sago grassjelly whatever. Not nice

Dao Xiang
The first dim sum we had in the morning. We ordered 9 dishes and almost vomitted.

Shenzhen
I felt like a shopaholic there because everything was cheap. Like I bought a pair of wedges at $6 ? And you can see the same thing in fareast and blogshop that sell above $30

The shopping centre we shopped at was really huge and we spent almost half of the day in just only one level. And we quickly settled our dinner before the last train back to hk leaves.

We went to the 24hours mart near our hotel to buy water and cup noddles. Popteens and vivi each for $5 only and spore sells at $10 each !!!!

Lucky draw
Our purchases allowed us to draw 10 times luck and we didn't know what's the big hidden prize just drawing blindly because lucky draw prizes are always attractive right? And only after the 10th time I pressed the lucky button, I asked them what is the prize.. and they say

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FOR FUCK SAKE ??!!!! I wasted like few minutes of my life fighting for these ??!! Gosh!

Continue again.. Gonna post my Jb trip & Titanic trip as well !!

B. home

2011-11-29T11:17:00.000-08:00

Hello dear ! Was already back last saturday morning. One week in Hongkong Macau & Shenzhen was really great, fruitful, and sweet. Can you believe in that 7 days H & I didn't quarrel at all and he was such a sweet candy to shop with me everyday and carried 10kg of my shoppings for the whole day without saying anything but "buy, buy, buy". Haha.. We've done and walked so much. But it wasn't enough because we still missed out a few great shopping places but nevermind, we are planning to go back next Feb again. Weet! I'll upload all the photos and type down all the sweet memories soon =)) !

Holy-day

2011-11-14T06:52:00.000-08:00

Final presentation

Thanks to bro, if he didn't spend time teaching me I think I still can't produce a proper 3D until now. And finally I'm flying off with H again. Gosh can't wait !

Late

2011-10-24T23:58:00.000-07:00

We will celebrate our birthdays together til our hair turn grey

Sam's @ king louis

Jun's @ Steward riverboat

2011-10-16T09:33:00.000-07:00

I can't hide my feelings anymore.. I can't wait can't wait can't wait for holiday next month !!!! I have been forcing myself not to shop and only concentrate on school work. All for the sake of my trip with H next month. XOXOXOXOXO

Addictive

2011-09-13T09:27:00.000-07:00

Still love these songs so much ! Listen if you haven't !

2011-09-05T07:02:00.000-07:00

Hello long time ! So much happenings in the past few weeks, everything was bad except for school :( But everything is fine now. I still love my hubhub sooooOOoo much !!

Creative way to apologise ?

2011-07-28T11:44:00.000-07:00

Just came back from dragonFly official reopening event. Have been hanging there recently, but once school starts on mon there will be no more time for clubbing and shopping. I think I went abit crazy this holiday because I bought 9 pairs of shoes plus 3 new bags, accessories, clothes & dresses!! And some of it I haven't even wore it.

Js & friends are abit crazy too look at those cannons on the table !

I want to be as crazy as possible for these last 3 days before school start :( Blog again soon! Goodnight

2011-07-28T11:11:00.000-07:00

I'm getting lazy to blog.. But I want to keep these memories :)

July62011

Turkey leg !

Look whose photo taking skill is bad!

This made me sick. I will never take this again but H just can't get enough of it

Don't believe? Look at this !! Hahahaha FUCK ! It was soo scary okay like jumping off a building that kinda feeling. I screamed until out of breathe and I KEPT hearing H's laughter through out the ride and it was so annoying. He laughed because he thought that I was funny. Look at the couple behind us, the bf still hold the gf's hand lor unlike someone only know how to laugh at me. Bad boyfriend ;(

Oh my prince.

Uncle peeked at me. Hahahah

H bought this cup for me in uss.

Our hotel room

Hotel swimming pool. We swam in the night and it was so cold and we almost freeze to death. Lol

My pig bunny :)

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Grandma was so sweet to prepare all the food since from the morning.

Grands

Hubhub

Uncle, bro and cousins

Daddy & bro

Cake from kel

Some of the presents from my fav people..

Birthday post

2011-07-22T06:21:00.000-07:00

2July11, Saturday
@Dempsey The wine company

Food

Kim's birthday we had smoke duck pizza, now smoke duck spaghetti !

My first present from them! They were really anonying. They knew what I would love to receive yet they didn't mind spending that effort to wrap the present separately to disappoint me.

The real present ! It was a polaroid camera! The above are just the films and accessories for the cam.

They wanted to surprise me with the cake but the waitress was stupid enough to prepare it at the counter. Hehe

This is the only picture that is not blur but where am I looking at ??

Why are my friends so short ? :P My new leather & dress from H!

Now I love rebel more than arena

Sex on the beach

Champagne

Look who's here!

Sek as usual so annoying & funny. The stupid bouncer said my guest list was full so he can't enter the club for free but it wasn't full yet! Then while H & the bouncer were arguing, sek took the stamp and stamp his own hand.

The injured boy

Aunty May's outfit was so pretty that day

Look what is in his hand

Cigarette ! He smoked in the club and you know of course it was sek's idea

After that bak guk teh for supper ! And I vomitted everything out :( Another present from J

Continue again. <3

What if the lightning strikes the same place twice?

2011-07-18T03:48:00.000-07:00

2 more weeks to school :(

21st

2011-07-12T02:38:00.000-07:00

I like it when my birthday arrive because I always enjoy it so much and receive new things ! But it always ended so fast. I told H that we should celebrate it for at least a month and he should apply for one month leave instead of 2, 3 days... ;p I had 4 birthday cakes this year. Will upload the pictures and stories soon ! ;)

My favourtie birthday cupcakes from H lovely!

2011-06-21T05:24:00.000-07:00

I think there's some serious problem with your head. There must be a reason why people are mad at you. There must be a reason why you feel lonely. There must be a reason why you can't blend into our conversation. I had enough of your shit. Everyone is sick of you this unappreciative girl !

GROW UP !

2011-06-12T10:50:00.000-07:00

Hello in case you are wondering, actually I've been working and rotting my life away with story books most of the time. And weekends are always awesome because I spend all days and nights with H ! Sometimes I so hope that he can resign and just acc me throughout the holidays. Hehe fat hope I know

I'm reading Mini Shopaholic now. Wanted to read this since last sem but had no time. I really love Sophie. I think everyone should read all of her books ! Never get sick of her ;))

And I love brown contact lenses!

Another year

2011-06-07T08:56:00.000-07:00

31st May, Tue
It was grandma's birthday again ! Another year has passed. God I love family gathering.

That day I received this picture in whatsapp by sek ! He edited my face with this huge papaya body. It is so gross but damn funny lar. Look at the mole under the armpit. Digusting level 100. But I think I look ok in bangs hoh ? Hahaha

Today

2011-05-26T10:33:00.000-07:00

Today met up with suzy lovelie! It has been a long time since we met. I got her Lanvin eclat d'arpege for her birthday. Okay it's perfume again :( I know I'm boring but I just can't think of what else I can get! And thanks god she likes it ! We had sushi tei for dinner in town and came back to Jurong point for insideous, it was pretty scary. And did I mention before that I hate neighborhood cinema? Because everyone seems so talkative through out the show and it is so sickenning. Previously H and I caught 127hours at Jp as well and there was this stupid boy behind us kept talking non-stop and we were so irritated by him and H had to turn around and told that boy to shut up for fuck sake. Argh ! Not only Jp, lot1 also ! That's why I rather watching movie in town unless there's no choice.

Suzy also got me a cute necklace that she bought from hk. Regretted that we didn't take any picture today :( And I definitely enjoyed the catch up session!

If you are curious about my puzzle, this is it. We are stuck! Stuck ! It is so stupid that there are spaces in the same colour and we have to try our luck matching those small little pieces together. I knew this was going to happen when we were choosing which to buy but we thought we could make it. And H was the one fixing most of it :( I hate it now.

This is what H got for me from china !!

Pocky that comes in unique flavour such as tiramisu, gree tea, and red wine! I love tiramisu max !

Girls at the piano

2011-05-15T10:08:00.000-07:00

When picnic, flying kite, sentosa, BBQ, zoo, clubbing, movies, shoppings are no longer that exciting anymore.. H came out with the idea of jigsaw puzzle !! So we went for the hunting since Friday and we finally got it today ! We didn't know that jigsaw puzzle can be so expensive.

Okay here's a clearer picture. Damn iphone camera. This is a painting call " Girls at the piano " by Auguste Renoir, a French painter. Eh I know a little bit about paintings and artists one okay?! Haha.

1000 peices

We were shocked by the "visual" amount of the puzzle and regretted that we didn't choose the 300 or 500 pieces ones :(

After 3 hours.. We finally felt the satisfaction

Can't wait to finish it !

Kim's 21st

2011-05-09T23:54:00.000-07:00

8 May'11 Sunday
It's Kim ban lor's birthday again ! 21st belated celebration.

Timbre Substation

I will never ever go back there again because the service was hell. We were so disgusted by their services and attitude. They have the most brainless crew that served the birthday cake without cutlery and plate and want you to eat with your hand and then give you back the cake box and expect you to bring it home and reuse it for the next birthday party.

Present

The compilation of her 17th to 20th birthdays. It was supposed to be the fake birthday gift that meant to disappoint her.

Food

Roasted duck pizza

Buffalo wings

Erdinger

Shiqi's face turned so red after the drink

I hate my camera. Gonna change a new one soon :(

We took this picture using timer and it always turns out looking so shitty with its angle and quality

When we asked for bill
Hwa said to the memory disorder waitress : Can we don't pay the service charge
because your service is so.. You know it yourself lar!

And it was waived.

2011-05-06T12:19:00.000-07:00

H is sleeping and snoring so loudly beside me now and obviously he is mad tired. I feel a little guilty because I thought he neglected me the whole day as he didn't mes or call me when he was working, and I even blamed him for that. But after seeing his tired face and listened to him sharing about his good and bad times at work, I felt that I was stupid. He even drag his body here now just to spend time with me ! What the hell was I thinking seriously !

2011-05-03T10:40:00.000-07:00

"Hubby are you free on the 28th?"

"Should be free. Why?"

"Aunty May is celebrating her birthday at dragonF, she invited us. You wanna go?"

"Hmmmm..."

"It's okay if you don't feel like, I'll go alone"

"YAH you THINK you can go without me. DREAM ON. I AM GOING!"

SILLY BOY
;)

2011-05-02T10:46:00.000-07:00

Hello ! How was your weekend? I had a great weekend with the lovelies!

But I think my pocket was burnt :(

Holi holiday !

2011-04-27T05:42:00.000-07:00

It's holiday again after 4 months of hell :( I can't rmb when but I went to malaysia sentosa few days after my final presentation with H, June & kel to try the famous yong tau foo.

It's really delicious & fresh !!

We went to the new shopping centre nearby after that and got myself 3 mini bottles of OPI. It's so cheap like only 3 for 10RM. I don't think it's authentic, but nevermind because it's so cute ! ;)

And we went to the factory outlet store and don't know what store! Almost everything is so cheap. Wanna go again soon !

I've always wanted to blog but whenever I'm on the page that requires my email address I get lazy again. Because my email address is so annoying. So long and have 2 underscores ;( Wanted to change but it's so troublesome.

Well.... Don't wanna talk about school work. Okay should I dye my hair ? (My thoughts are abit random now) Before I got together with H, my hair was copper brown and I'll touch up my hair like every 1 or 2 months til my hair looked so dry and sick. But now I'm sick of my natural hair colour again and really feel like dying it again.

Oh yah have you caught Limitless and Scream 4 ? Limitless was suppppeeerrr ! I don't mind watching it again. And now I can't wait to go shopping with ahsam and gathering with arlebus! It's been so long since we met. And at the same time working for uncle chia ;(

2011-04-05T05:40:00.000-07:00

Last Friday
Went to Shanghai Tang men's fashion week @ Mbs with H. Well, for the first time in Asia, Men's fashion show is staged in Singapore. And it's also the first time that I went to a fashion show ! It was a cool experience ;))

We didn't take any pictures of ourselves there because there were many celebrities there and we were shy. Yah there were only me and H so can't be asking him to snap for me then I snap for him or ask a random people or celebrity to snap for us what right ??!!!!! Ahahahaha

And we were surprised by this 2 also very cool female model

Sunday
Bro's 18th

Told ya don't know why my family have this kinda face when taking picture, rmb the hongkong trip pic ?! Look at my dad beside me !! And H and Caster beside him !! And the very first kelvin chia !

Hong kong pic : Somehow got this people owe them money feeling again right ?

A surprise birthday cake

Dad secretly put the escago shell on his cake when he was making wish

Dad and me ! Okay he wasn't ready yet.

Hubby

Caster & Angel

Eldawn & Darren

Angel talkin to his dad with this vexed expression

Present for him !

2011-03-22T08:21:00.000-07:00

The rain and hurricane previously did not affect anything and I still feel sweetness and feel so loved. And we decided not to quarrel anymore ;)

2011-03-19T23:35:00.000-07:00

H's 26th birthday celebration =))

Vienna Int buffet

And a 12am surprise

I'm soooo glad that he loves my present and the celebration I planned for him.

2011-03-18T09:29:00.000-07:00

Valentine's day

H DLY a card for me !!

And we went to..

We bought this last min in carrefour. Easy to fly.. It's not lor !

Trying to fly the kite

But fail !

We tried for around one hour ? Okay H was the one trying most of the time. I was lying on the mat relaxing... And kept telling him : "Eh don't try liao lar, that piece of lousy pastic won't be able to fly one lor" So unsupportive right? Hahahaha

So sick to see other people's kites flying so fine. And mine... :(

And I don't know how H modifed it and it finally fly !

See ! Our traditional kite shape. No fanciful patterns.. Hahaha

And dinner at the best Jap resturant I've ever tried!

Chicken heart !

And my favourite natto !

And the oyster tempura was awesome too and many more !

Lucky

2011-03-11T03:07:00.000-08:00

I've found my necklace! A very nice senior got it in the lift and she returned it to me after I seeked help from my lec. She's an angel! And I've learned my lesson not to carry such expensive jewellery with me everyday.

2011-03-10T01:25:00.000-08:00

"Look on the bright side, you may lose something good, but you might gain something even better"

I feel so much better after talking to edmund.

2011-03-09T06:44:00.000-08:00

'

Bad day that I lost my diamond pendant and came home to see something disgusting in fb that made me nearly puked at the screen.

Sweet

2011-02-12T11:08:00.000-08:00

I feel it's so cute that H and I are preparing each other's valentine's gift in the same room now using cardboards to block each other from seeing what we are doing. <3

Dream

2011-02-09T06:01:00.000-08:00

I dreamt of something really bad yesterday that I almost cried ! But I rmb that I cried so badly in my dream. That dream was sick ! I wonder am I sick in the mind that I dreamt of such thing.

Okay, I dreamt of H and I were at somewhere where the war is going on. We were running away from the machinery thingy that was trying to attack us. Yea like this :

And there was this pizza cutter that was really huge from the sky kept chasing us

And unfortunately, the cutter touched H's head and he immediately become like this !

Yea from head to toe ! And he was split into 2 pieces and I carried him back to my place. But he did not die. He told me that he can't move because if he moves, his organs will go out of place and he will die ! So I called the ambulance and told the doctor to come as he can't move. WTFxzssxzxs. Hahahahaha.

And the dcotor came to my place and sew him back and he survived. So lame can.

2011-02-07T06:50:00.000-08:00

Hello darlings ! How's your new year ?! ;))

Chinese new year day 1 & 2. As usual, grand's.. The first 3 days were rushing here and there and then mahjong at my place in the night. Not much picture taken.. But my own picture! Hahah

Reunion dinner at dad's & grand's

These prawns from Japan are really fat

We have lion dance this year from Xuan wei

So cute

Grandpa & uncle Joe ;)

My nails !

This is my highest heels ever. Like more than 4 inch? And I had the same height as H with it

Is he smiling? Hehe

Angel looks so bored

H
with ugly watch

Dad & bro ;)

Day2
Temple and blah blah blah...

I changed into a 3 inch heels the second day. And my cute lil handbag H brought back from taiwan

Hehe

Kel & bro

Grandmama!

With 3 inch heels

Cny is not over yet but it feels like it's already over. But it's better than last year. Do you feel the same?

2011-02-01T01:07:00.000-08:00

Happy chinese new year ! So yesterday was my submission for design studio and I was late for freaking 30 mins due to the cbye traffic jam and rain. I never late for any submissons in lasalle before okay ! I was so frustrated on the cab and I accidentally threw a little temper on H, which made me really guilty after that. He was also late for his work but he didn't say a single word but was still there for me ! Lucky my lecturers were understanding and didn't downgrade my marks. Thanks god but f the rain. Can you imagine that I stuck in the jam for like more than ONE HOUR ? And it was freaking 40 bucks from Jurong to bugis and we called the whole singapore taxi services but it was all engaged like smlj. Even the $40 merz cab!

Btw, Sorry H. I love you..............

2011-01-30T01:33:00.000-08:00

2011-01-28T04:13:00.001-08:00

Oh dusty blogspot, it's friday! And holiday is coming soon! Some picture of the special event. I like the photographer. He was so enthusiatic about his job and really hardworking.

Sek also looks very enthu. Wahahaha

Forever shit face :(

At the park. Act like one sex and the city what the hell

The house. My slipper so cool

And with love !

2011-01-12T09:10:00.000-08:00

H never fails to wish me goodnight everyday even though he is so far away.

And send me pictures that he captured along his journey

And I think this statue looks like him because its eyes are sssssmallll. Hehe

Wahahahaa

And also pictures of what he got for me. I still feel so connected with him even though he is so far! :) Oh G I M H

Birthdays

2011-01-09T06:02:00.000-08:00

Recently I have friends asking me how am I going to celebrate my 21 st birthday this year. Come to think of it, I've never planned my own birthday before. Because I have great friends around planning for me ! :))

17th
Surprise

They hid in my room and surprise me with these after the steamboat at marina south

18th
surprise

They hid in my room (again, even under my bed) to surprise me and a surprising BBq party at east coast.

19th
Surprise

They surprised me with buffet, movie and cake ! And I rmb I had an extra birthday cake this year and ahsam came to my house to bling our handphones with crystal before my birthday. We were hungry but there was no food and I rmb the cake ! So we sat in front of my birthday cake and slowly devoured it. Just the 2 of us ! Wahahaha

The exaggerating amount of food made me felt like I was celebrating my 80th birthday.

20th
Surprise

Okay lar not very surprise cause they alr told me where to go

But a surprising canon

Korea steamboat

That's why I love them so much ;p
And the first time I celebrated my birthday with my true love. Hehehehehehehehe

Batam resort

It's time to plan my own birthday this year. Hehe. Okay I don't think I can blog frequently anymore after tomorrow because it's school ! Omg schoolXxxsashvuqbwubijnhis. Well anyway my holiday job was related to what I'm studying. So no much difference. But the image of my studio just makes me feel like vomiting ESP CCS :(

Good night.

Somewhere only we know

2011-01-08T05:57:00.000-08:00

Hehe

My darling is in taiwan now :( And I feel like vomiting when I think of school. :((

2011-01-03T08:01:00.000-08:00

Sunday

Family day & Ikea with Hubhub

So we had our dinner at ikea. I wanted meatball pasta but it was all sold out so H ordered THESE to replace that. So sweet of him BUT Look at that mountain of meatballs! And we ended up had to force ourselves to swallow everything and he says he suddenly feels sick with ikea's food. -.- Yes and me too =(

Hehe

And finally I cleaned my room today

Happy 2011

2011-01-01T00:09:00.000-08:00

Christmas eve eve
Preparation for our mini bbq session.

He saw hantu teh teh on the right

Christmas eve
Sentosa
The image quality is bad because I brought camera with no memory card :( So everything was taken by H's ip4.

Our cute little bbq pit !

Little log cake

Little fridge

Little mat

Hello precious

Christmas
Gift exchange and family gathering at grandma's place

I recieved 2 gifts from H and this is one of it. Look at the pretty box !

Dinner at zam zam

Sunday
Lau pa sak after movie

I enjoyed the bbq session very much so I told H that I want it again and so we did it again for new year eve! Hahahahaha

New year eve

We brought more food this time and we brought two mats instead of one so we could spread around freely

Sunset

Dig holes for candles :)

June & kel came to join us and they brought scallop, sausage and chicken !

I help them to set up another pit before they reached but I think June spent 3/4 of the time managing the fire because it wasn't very stable :(

Look at the chicken !

And saw fire works at 12am. Happy new year to all of you ;)

starry starry

2010-12-26T06:56:00.000-08:00

The "must gather" for Christmas. But this time we met up days before Christmas and we chose a typical place for dinner. And hello welcome shiqi ;)

Gift exchange

My present from sam ;)

We can't resist this

Yes we had pizza hut !

And of course the eve and the actual day was spent with baby boy and family. Will upload the picture once I got the pictures!

Hongkong

2010-12-19T21:40:00.000-08:00

The pictures are not in order

In the express train from the airport

Barbie plastic smooth product ! I was totally attracted by this and I don't think we have this in spore? Oh yea I love barbie when I was little.

And I got this pink blush for myself

And I'll visit here one day
http://www.codeforsomething.com/2009/03/a-visit-to-shanghai-barbie/

H&M is a must when u visit hk

Agnes b cafe

Maybe because of the weather there, my face was bloated most of the time..

Dim sum

Shao er !

Disneyland

Ugly goofy.

Stupid fake hippo. It suddenly appeared and granny tried to scare me and she succeeded

I can't fully open my eyes under the sun

Hotel breakfast

My cute lil luggage from H. Do you believe that I brought this to school almost everyday?

Mongkok
Best best place to shop

chou tofu. I prefer taiwan's chou tofu.

I laughed after I took this picture. Look at all of their faces. Like I owe them money wtf esp the 2nd and 4th one

Okay the 4th one is my cousin Darren. He loved this huge sausage sell on the street and you can see him eating it most of the time.

Granny : EeeyOo Why so bigggg

And we had our first meal at Jordan street near our hotel. A very very nice noodle. You can choose anything that you like with the noodle.

aunt ordered this pig blood. I had one bite and puked it out. I felt like I was eating menstruation blood clot lor

Guardian or mannings?

kfc

omg this is my favourite! Pancake.

Granny hands got a little itchy when she saw flowers

sweet

Sometimes the temperature there wasn't very low. It was only aircon temperature. So I wore sleeveless out to the street and I think everyone thought that I was weird

Night flight

I feel that spore's old people are very fortunate because the younger people will give up their seats for them on the mrt. But in hong kong they don't give a F!

Just a short one

2010-12-18T23:58:00.000-08:00

Ikea
Cow leather carpet section. He was trying to act like a cow

And he didn't know that I was recording. Hehe

Bought 3 pair of cufflinks from hk for H and this is my favourite one. I was so eager to give it to him cause I knew he'll like it. Hehe

One of the Saturdays

2010-12-11T23:45:00.000-08:00

1st of December

It was a special day. We were all tired but I believe everyone had enjoyed ya? Hehe. I'll upload all the photos once I get it from the photographer in 2 weeks ;)

Back home

2010-12-07T19:08:00.000-08:00

When I was in hongkong, I was looking forward for the day to come home. But now I think back I wish that I could stay there longer because there are no idiot & fuck face there. I'm 10 times lazy than usual to open my mouth. Hahaha crap

2010-12-02T07:59:00.000-08:00

After the party..

I'm going to hongkong in 3 hours. Gonna miss my darling..... !! And I'll upload the party pictures when I'm back ;) bye !

2010-11-30T01:44:00.000-08:00

From H < 3

Sam, Jun & sq are coming to stay overnight for *** tmr. Omg it's gonna be fun !!

2009

2010-11-23T09:30:00.000-08:00

Just browsed through my archive and I realised that I really had a LOT of fun (Oct2008 - july2009) before I entered Lasalle in august 2009 :( So carefree and I think I looked better at that time too :(( Don't have to face any stupid problem tooooo. Can I turn back time please ? :(((

Another day

2010-11-18T22:50:00.000-08:00

Life is colourful

2010-11-15T01:14:00.000-08:00

2010-11-10T10:44:00.000-08:00

You will never know how good my mood is right now though it's almost 3am and I have to wake up at 6am for my LAST presentation of sem 1 !! And I can finally meet up with my Hub hub and arlebus for shopping and chit chatting non stop and meet up with ah ma and papa for gathering session. Hehehehehehehehehehehe holi holiday is coming goodbye mutherfucker lasalle

2010-10-06T03:22:00.000-07:00

Grandmum : " Eh you got drive meh ? "

Me : " No lar why? "

Grandmum : " Then why got this letter from traffic police wanna fine you ? "

Me : " I crossed the road without waiting for the pedestrain light to flash "

Grandmum : " Wahahhaa never drive also can get summons "

So embrassing. Fml

2010-10-05T08:49:00.000-07:00

I randomly saw this picture on H's facebook and he looks so spastic and cute !! Hahahahah. Totally can't see his eyes.

2010-10-04T09:12:00.000-07:00

'

My sunshine gave me my favourite surprise today. Hehehe..

'

2010-10-01T08:04:00.000-07:00

If you ever loved somebody put ur hands up

2010-09-30T03:55:00.000-07:00

God

2010-09-23T11:32:00.000-07:00

Suddenly feels a bit sick of life.. Some fun plsssssssssssssss

2010-09-20T01:37:00.000-07:00

Love, love, love. One&Only.

2010-09-18T10:02:00.000-07:00

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y

I find clubbing a nuisance.

2010-09-06T10:37:00.000-07:00

'

It's 1.30 in the morning and I'm still awake.. alone. Despite having only 5 hours of sleep yesterday and the exhausted mind. Yea it's school work again. Skip class tomorrow in the morning or not? Tuesday has always been the sickest day of the 5 days, because my ccs lec's voice is a total erimin. You can definitely fall alseep after 10 mins :( I know it's bad but it's a fact.

My piece of sky is still there aftering me whenever I hide away

'

2010-09-03T21:34:00.000-07:00

I don't know what's the objective & learning point of my professional studies homework I have for this week. It's just like learning how to trace sth frm sth? Utterly boliao

2010-09-01T05:27:00.000-07:00

'

Sad to say that my system was spoilt by methamphetamine & ethyl chloride.

'

One cannot love and be wise

2010-08-29T04:50:00.001-07:00

M, you are no longer that piece of sky that willing to give me all you have. Doubts are growing everywhere whenever I look at all those episodes. Who are you?

2010-08-26T06:40:00.000-07:00

'

I suddenly wish that I could turn back time. Because I don't want to fall in love. Or maybe it's fading.

'

2010-08-23T02:56:00.000-07:00

I really love both of their voices. And she is really gorgeous.

2010-08-16T05:20:00.000-07:00

What if the world doesn't need you anymore

2010-08-11T23:42:00.000-07:00

Last friday

and I had a friutful weekend.

I guess I'll not blog that often unless there are any birthday parties or special events. Cause I don't find a need to report everything over the moon on every single day like for fcuk sake?

2010-07-29T04:49:00.000-07:00

What will you do if your parents are behaving like some fuck heads?

Convocation

2010-07-28T10:52:00.000-07:00

A new paragraph of his life.
All the best..

School will commence on next monday and it's my orientation tomorrow but I'm giving it a miss. I always hate orientation.. and this is kind of stupid that it only takes about 30mins? School school school.. I wish that I could start working now.

2010-07-22T10:04:00.000-07:00

"Hey baby! baby ! Time for breakfast !"

He is sweet he is sickenning. He can do anything for you he can also be annoying. He laughs at your dumbness but he still teaches you. He pampers you like a lilttle girl with all his love. He smells your face like you are a flower. He pulls you like a teddy bear into his arms in the middle of his sleep. He makes you laugh he makes you cry. He holds you tight when you try to avoid. He acts like a clown just to see you smile. He says hello he says hi baby! He is full of surprises and full of nonsense. He kisses you when you are asleep. He blinks his eyes so fast when he knows you are angry. He says I love you in the middle of his sleep. He never gives up when you are always giving up. He tries his best to give you the best. He yells at you when he gets irritated. He comes running after you when you say goodbye. He sacrifices his sleep when you are rushing homework. He tickles you when you say something wrong. He coaxs you even when you are in wrong. He says morning! when he wakes up. He stares at you when you are not looking at him. He tells you to be a good girl when he is still like a little boy. He does so much just to give you a perfect birthday. He plans so much for the sake of you and him. He pesters you to say I love you when you are angry. He makes you punch him when you are angry. He lay his head on your lap when you are busying. He acts like a child sleeping in your chest when you are scolding him. He plays piano and guitar just for you. He is playful he is serious.
And he holds you tight wherever he goes.

2010-07-20T10:19:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I slept at 230am and it was the first time I sleep so early ever since holiday started. Wanted to start a healthy lifestyle by having breakfast everyday and not sleeping for more than eight hours, so I told H to wake me up at 1030am.

"Baby! Baby! Wake up! Time for breakfast!"
"What time is it ?"
" Nine thirty"
"TSK"
"Eh yah hoh ! "

Haha and I went back to sleep again. By 11plus, the third time I opened my eyes, H was already back with our breakfast :) After breakfast and watched animal planet in youtube "untamed & uncut", I fell asleep again and only woke at 5pm. =/ Am I leading a healthy life already ? It seemed like I only wake up for food and sleep for more then eight hours again.

The 20th with the sweet hearts

2010-07-19T04:10:00.000-07:00

With kim & jun
Korean steamboat & movie

12 midnight
with love

He made this for me..

You must be wondering what is it. Hehe

Only true love will do this much..

6 of July
Movie, Salmon & Sirloin steak

Arena with b-friends & g-friends
Thanks for the cannon and your presence

June & kel

pris & sek pork

Ivan & ah sam

Uncle Joe & Aunty May
They gave me a treat at Hooters before the party started. They were so sweet to come arena to bring me there as I didn't know the way to there. Hahaha

Jim !

Shiqi

Bro

Evynn

Big arse bouncer

Feel happy for him that he finally found his true love. AHahahahahah!

Zhicheng & Liang teh

I still enjoyed myself though the Dj was a disappointing one that night.
Felt like a princess having H waiting for me at home with hot green tea. I love ya !

Batam Harris Resort
with love

We bought 2 carrot cake at habourfront before we board on the ferry. H threw it away after he had the first bite because he thought that it tasted weird, whereas I finished the whole thing as I thought it was fine. And I started to feel sick when I reached there after a short nap and began to vomit. Vomitted once I consumed any food or drinks and my temp went up.

Thanks god I was fine the second day. Fast huh? Haha

The swimming pool

our room

We had our massage at one of those huts up there. It was really nice in there..

The cafe

They came to sing a chinese song for us. They can sing really well. We were quite shy and dare not to continue our food when they were singing. Hahaha

Feeding those ducklings with bread.

There's a swimming pool at the back of our room

That's me !

Eating nuts, music and chatting

One of those nights, we went out to have our dinner

Not very fantastic though..

Bowling

Okay he nearly fell down. Because the floor wasn't smooth

We went to the city shopping centre to have our lunch. Chicken penyat ;)

Bought these lil things with a big trolley. H's idea !

Ordered Meat's lover pizza the last day before we left the resort. And we decided to eat it on the bed cause anyway we are leaving. Haha ! It was great.

On the ferry

Bought my fav fanta

Thanks for the memory
Love

From bro

Those presents are sweet.

ps: More pictures in facebook

Goodbye

2010-07-11T08:32:00.000-07:00

A christmas gift that I received 2 years ago

repellent patch from H

Party @ arena yesterday wasn't that fantastic because that Dj suck big time. But I still enjoyed the night with my deary friends. Thanks ! Will upload all the pics for my birthday celebrations when I'm back on wed. =D

Birthday

2010-07-05T19:13:00.000-07:00

The bombastic and wonderful birthday plan: Gathering with my love girls sam, jun and kim on Saturday. Mini celebration with H on Monday. Getaway with H on Tuesday till Thursday. Arena with the brotherbu on Saturday.

But it was all cock up.

First, sam was down with fever and was unable to join us. H's passport was expired. Nevertheless we went to ICA on Saturday to apply for an extention and the admin says we might need a visa from the embassy. What the cock law is that. And H went to the embassy this morning and found out that it needs 2 days to process and it charged. Money face country. It is so stupid that might as well apply for a new passport and postpone the trip. The tour angency says there's an admin charge for the change of date when they were the one who confidently said we do not need a visa from the embassy. Now we just hope for the passport application won't take too long. Now I can't imagine what's the next cock up.

And H has been busying and had sleepness night just for my birthday. It pricks me to see him like this.. He always hope for the best and did the best for me. What more can I ask for ? He is the greatest gift from god.

2010-07-02T00:53:00.000-07:00

Who will think of you when they are enjoying?
It's okay ;)

Hello sunny

2010-06-29T10:35:00.000-07:00

palawan

"Morning!" comes your voice from my side
"Morning," I mumble without opening my eyes.

I love you,
and
I'm not going to sleep for more than 10 hours from now

2010-06-28T07:17:00.000-07:00

Last weekend

Trying to piss me off !

Ben & jerry's

Hi love

made a diary for us, glad that he likes it. (''v'')

Today met hwahwa @ Jp. She gave me an advance birthday treat @ lailai. I suddenly missed the taste of it and I remember the last time I had lailai was last year's father's day, which was the day that I first saw H. It was on a friend's birthday party. Remember how you wanted to seek my attention by disturbing my brother. It still feels so sweet whenever I come to think of it. I hope it doesn't sound silly ya ! Hwa hwa told me she's always the first who finish up the food among her group of classmate. But she's always the last when she was with us. I don't think she should compare us with her classmates, because you won't believe how we deal with food all the time.

pinic food plan

Hopefully rain rain will go away tomorrow. Because I miss the smell of beach, another memory of you and me.

Found this picture in the phone we took the other day

Last week I met suzy for movie and catch up with each other. I missed her after so long. She passed me my birthday gift, the first birthday gift I recieved for my 20's. It was a beautiful bracelet. So sweet..

And I just can't keep living this way
So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage
I'm standing up, Imma face my demons
I'm manning up, Imma hold my ground
I've had enough, now I'm so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now

Time to love

2010-06-22T05:19:00.000-07:00

Cut my hair again today. It feels so bored to be a long hair girl for so many years. Hmmm...

pinky pinkish

2010-06-16T10:35:00.000-07:00

surprise

Brought the lil devil out

with the satan today

Home :)

Not a fan of kitty anymore. Just find this application in my iphone is cute and I seriously don't think that hello kitty is childish? But I definitely won't use kitty stuffs. Though I have a few kitties on my bed that gaven by friends and family.... And it always ended up lying all around under the bed.

H's favourite natto.

2010-06-13T05:24:00.000-07:00

Happened to find this live concert of my favouriteeee boa. This is one of the songs that acc me during sem2 school work, and I'm always lazy to change song whenever I listen to a particular song. So it just keeps on repeating itself and H always gets irritated by it. Haha !

2010-06-09T23:48:00.000-07:00

Dear boy, dear blogspot..

I need to type things out from my mind and my heart. I can't tell you what's in me directly to you because I know that I can't control my emotion. I need to breath.. It has been one month since my holiday started and I've started to miss school. I almost forgot how stressful is my school work because I’ve had enough of the incessant naggings from dad, aunt and grand. I hate it whenever they ask me when am I going to work. Don’t ever think that my life is so peaceful. It’s just sucks to be me. It’s fine that the adult ask me to work because they want me to know what is independent and experience. But I’m sure that I know these two words very well because I don’t take extra pocket money and the pocket money includes of whatever I’ve eaten and done for the one god damn week. And moreover I worked during the last two holidays, I’m pretty clear that money is hard to earn. I know I know ! And you know what, I even stop shopping for months because I realised that I can save a lot a lot of money if I stop shopping frequently. There are so many things that I wanted to buy but I didn’t take an extra single cent from my dad. And I even stop clubbing for five fucking months. My friends know that I can never stop clubbing for more than three months. Now it’s all because of money. It’s just because I want to avoid the extravagant spending. But they can’t see it. Dad even said that I only know how to spend money. Fuck. Fuck. FUCK. Nevertheless, I followed my dearest bf to help out his mum in the factory. For one $50 I woke at 8, stood from 10 to 730. For what? For EXPERIENCE. To know earning money is hard. For fuck sake?! Do I really need that factory experience? Have I quitted school? I’m trying my best to take that cert because I know that I will never want to end up working at those factories and retail line. For what I need that experience? Yahhhhh I know I have not been exercising since my school started and it’s simply because there is no extra time for me to do so. I even went outdated for movies! Because of what ? School work. And I only gave that littlest time to my friends and boyfriend. They can’t see it. Not understanding at all.. Because of the lack of exercise, my back almost cracked when I reached home after the work at the factory. It ached for 2 fucking days. I couldn’t bend my waist at all. I don’t want to continue working there. I had enough of that pain. For that $5/hour job, why do I want to make my life difficult and torture? Bro said he wants to work, I arranged for him. And for nothing, dad says it must be I can’t suffer that’s why I asked bro to replace me. See, in their eyes I’m always that spoilt princess. FUCK MY LIFE. IT’S JUST FUCK TO BE ME. Aunt said that she used to work in the factory too and can’t stand the workload either and ran away after doing it half day. Since she knew that it’s so tough then why still asked me to work despite me saying my back is cracking?!! And I will never forget that sarcastic smile of yours. Since you said you did not then why whenever aunt told me to work you just kept quiet instead of saying things to defend me. Even in front of your mum.. Same. Call me childish, spoilt, weak or whatever I don't care. I only know once my school starts, there will only be works, works and works. Lasalle is not easy to survive. So why can’t just let me be free and do whatever I want for the rest of these two months. However, I still “went” to the recruitment agency this morning.. After that, I realised that you are not in my world. You don't understand what I'm thinking too. It’s doubtless that you are the best boyfriend. But I need a boyfriend, not a brother. I don’t need you to agree with whatever I said and did. But I just want you to stand by me. It is very hard ? I always think twice whenever I wanted to tell you something. Because I’m afraid of what you gonna say and how you'll think of me, like an adult. Am I too childish or you are too mature? Maybe I’m always being negative in judging things, but nobody knows my family well than I do. I didn’t say anything doesn’t mean everything is as perfect as it seems, doesn’t mean there’s nothing happening. I’ve seen a lot, heard a lot of the ugly side of human nature. It really feels like shit being Cynthia toh. Just a piece of shit.

All the words typed here do not imply that there’s no happiness in my life. I’m still glad that I found you my boy. I know that you won’t deliberately say things to hurt me but definitely NOT MY DAD ! He’s still the dad who cares and spoilt me but at the same time he will deliberately say things to hurt me! Sometimes I can't stand his shit. I feel so much better after typing the shit out.

Just now I met my dearest grandma for lunch and she told me something real disgusting and obscene. She said that the who who who recently got caught by the police again. And he took drugs together with his wife at home and they were having sex with the room door opened, despite their family was around. YUCK. He added me on face book previously and I ignored the friend request, because he can never be my friend or anything else. Just don’t like rubbish in my friend list. Anyway a leopard will never change its spot. Good luck to his sentence. Hope it’s only a 10 or 15 years. ;DDD

your heart my soul

2010-06-04T07:47:00.000-07:00

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Hello blackie H ! I just love you the you and the you. Muarkkk !

2010-06-02T10:25:00.000-07:00

Phuket @ Day 1

Airport

I felt so sick all the way until phuket airport. I'm really not a morning person.

So I puked when I reached. LOL

In the cab to our resort

According to aunt, if you tell the hotel staff that you are on a honey moon trip, you can get a really good room. And so.... hahahaha !

R-mar resort

H applying sunblock for me

The very first meal we had when we reached there. Totally suck.

In the resort

H look like a fool in this photo. HAHA (He typed this himself. Self high)

We rent a bike for our convenience. It only costs 6 bucks a day so why not ?

Explored around

Patong beach

H said I looked like super mario here ?

Massage. The atmosphere is much more better than what I captured.

Dinner time

She can make a good sale girl. Really !

Hello hubby !

Seafood. Average only

But calamari was the best !

We did some shopping after that and back to the resort to chrage our energy for second day !

Day 2

The first outdoor actitivy started

At the jetty waiting for our speedboat

The speed boat travelled at 100km/h and we still need around 1 hour to reach the first island

very beautiful~

The first island

Tsunami evacuation route

I think the water here is really deep though it's very clear

There are people living in the cliff. Very scary

Monkey island

I was really excited when I saw those monkeys and I fed them with all the bananas on my hand and totally forgot that H haven't fed any of them. So sorry.. Hahaha

Okay then he tried to act and take picture beside them. Hahahaha

They drank peisi !

Okay next was phi phi island(if I'm not wrong) You all nearly can come to my funeral because I NEARLY DIED HERE! OMGOMGOMG

Okay the story goes like this..
When we reached here, our tour guide distributed the equipment for snorkeling to everyone and that included a mask and a pair of fins. When I saw the fins I was rather excited because I thought I finally had a chance to act like a diver. And looking at the crystal clear water I thought it was not very deep because I was able to see the fishes and rocks. So I decided to jump into the water first then wear the mask.

Then looking at the angmos floating on the water made me even sure that the water was not deep. Then finally it was my turn to jump. I jumped down like a cool, THEN I REALISED I WAS WRONG because I totally couldn't felt the ground !

I totally forgot that I don't know how to float in the water so I tried to swim with my fins, but it became an obstacle to me as fins are more flexible for freestyle but I swam it with frog style ! This was like a suicidal! Cannot float in water means I can't wear my mask too ! Omg I so can't believe I was so stupid to choose to die in a remote deep ocean. LOL

Lucky H was beside me. I quickly hugged him tightly and we ended up floating beside other's speedboat. We were holding tight of the speedboat and then H asked me
" dear, where is ur mask ? "

Then I realised it was gone. Hahahaha! But I can't be bothered anymore because we still need to think how to get back to our boat which was at the other side of the boat that we were holding. Because the boat motor blades were at the middle of the boat only. I didn't dare to swim pass them cause I didn't want my meat to be spread on all over the sea :( Omgomgomg. I so can't believe all these were happening on me. You won't know how I felt! I so hope that H could knock me and let me faint.

Then H thought of saving me back by dragging my chin. Neh like those you see on the tv like how they save people. Okay when he was dragging my chin that first few secs, I was facing the sky and was glad that I was able to see the sky again. Then suddenly my face sank into the water again and drank a mouthful of water! That guy who save me only know how to drag my chin but didn't check whether I was alright !

Finally we were saved.

Then there was this angmo on the boat who obviously didn't see the incident asked me
"Is it nice ?"
"OH NO NOT NICE"
"Oh maybe there's nothing much to see"
"Haha Yah................."

Heheheheh I want my face can !

Then H went to snorkel without me..

The next island

Oh my 救命恩人!

Look ! I was wearing the mask ! I was able to snokel here ! If those angmos saw the incident just now, they must be wondering how come I can snorkel here but not there? Then they will think hmmmmm.. Maybe her feet cramp just now so that's why she drowned. HAHA

Going back ! It was really fun to snorkle and swim with those fishes. I thought I was a mermaid lor ! Hahaha a drowning mermaid. We picked up a lot of seashells from the sea. Hehe!

Back to the resort, we jumped into the pool straight to clear ourselves up. Too much sands on our bodies. HEHE.

It's dinner time !

Look at my burnt nose :(

Calamari again !

Muay thai !!

Bangala street
A place where have a clubs and entertainments

I wanted to take the log that they were playing but Idk why they posed for us. Lol

We entered a few clubs where have free tiger show, but it wasn't very fantastic lar. And I think it is not a place for girls but we didn't careeee.

Day 3

Elephant ride !

elephant foot step

It looks good huh. But it wasn't as nice as what you see here. It was hot and dirty. Not fun at all.

Some more elephant that we rode on behaved like a crazy elephant

I had a hard time trying to stand beside its trunk because I was afriad that it might swing me off to the air ! I screamed like chicken when its trunk moved !

Can you see that hidden face of fear under those blue shades ?

Next was rafting and atv. Those actitives weren't convenient for us to bring along our electronic devices. So I didn't take any picture.

Lunch time

H applying aloe vera like free

The last was another sickening monkey island. At the previous monket island, H didn't feed any monkey he fed them for revenge here

I was really pissed by those monkeys. They weren't as cute as those monkeys on the other island. They were like hungry ghost. THEY BITE! They wanted to attack me and H and H behaved like a stupiad too. GRRrr!

But I found a really cute one

The emo monkey !

He behaved like this for quite some times and didn't care about what was happening around him. I walked pass several times and he totally ignored me !

As usual, back to our resort and cleared ourselves up in the pool ! Wahahaha !

Dinner @ kfc

After the 2 consecutive days of tanning under the scorching sun, H's shoulder were burnt and exploded! BOOOM... With lava flowing down.... So he decided not to wear any tops out.

I prefer malaysia's kfc

and we patronized carrefour for the bbq stuff. The security initially didn't allow him to enter

We bought a bbq pit which only cost 10bucks

We decided to hold a bbq session in the resort balcony secretly on the seconday day.. Heheheh

shells that we picked in the sea !

H and I each has one y shape coral

Out !

The best indian pancake I ever had

egg cheese cinnamon

Day 4

Breakfast
American fried rice

Tailor

H wanted some tailor made shirt for his work and the price here was much more cheaper than singspore. But we ended up having an even cheaper price because this tailor was shit. Wasted a lot of our time too.

Fabrics that I chose for H ! Hehe

Never wear any thing again

We roamed around with our bike..

bangala boxing stadium

BBQ !

View from our room

H took this pic, trying to show that we finished a fish. Haha

He stacked up those drawer to become our table

After that stroll on patong beach

and saw this

Tsk... uncle don't know how to take picture..

float so high !

when on the way back we saw this ! So cute !!

Last day

Breakfast

Hello blackie

Durian was forbidden in the resort. But..

We slept and eat and shop

End this post with my love's face. Omg I miss the life in phuket.. So relax and good food everyday. The people there were extremely friendly. But too much mosquitoes.H said probably we will be going to another resort trip. I'm so looking forward to it ! Because I hope we can spend as much of our time together before he start to work..

Good night ! loves

Happy Birthday grandmummy

2010-05-30T09:57:00.000-07:00

Dim sum @ warren country club

H didn't join us because had serious diarrhea after we had katong laksa yesterday. Went home to sleep after the breakfast and met H to cathay for prince of persia. Good film ;)) I'm really not very motivated to update the phuket trip again but thinking that it's going to be part of H and my memories so I decided to retype everything all over again. Oh yes H downloaded a few albums of armin, above & beyond, ferry corsten & tiesto for me. Okay because I accidentally deleted all the trance in Kel's ipod. :(((

2010-05-29T12:25:00.001-07:00

Blogger is pissing my arse off. I spent 3 days updating all the things happened in phuket but I don't understand WHY it's all missing now. FUCK BLOGGER